FEELING STRESS!!!!!!!

I'm really not feeling well...feeling down!!!
No one will understand my feeling...
YA...i knew...i am a USELESS person in this world~I think U all will agreed about that...
I just want to take this three months time to rest more...
wHy everyone like to asked ...u'Re not have to study ?? u'RE ady graduate ark?????
I still want to study la...Aiyo...TO all UNcle and auntie PLS la... don't everytime see me also ask same question la...very bored!!!
If uncle and auntie was possess many time right...????
Pls pay close all attention to your childrens la!!!!

I'm really felt tired with my life...
Many things was happened last year...i am still havent accept it yet...havent recover yet!!!
Need a time to rest...Need a time to recover...Need a time to do somethings which is importance in my life....

I knew that all of them look down on me...
IS it i giving up this way easily?
An aswer is NOOOOT!!!
Don't worry....
I will be fine after this few months...
I will cheer up...and i will try my best to achieve success~
I will let those formerly was look down on me ...regret!!!